Dear little girl.

2 January 2015

Dear little girl.

I am your future-self. I know that you have been through allot and I just want to write you and say that everything is going to work out just fine. You do not have to worry about your future, because the God who created Heaven and earth has your whole future in His hands and He is in control of everything.

I want to tell you that I am sorry… I am sorry I let you down and I am sorry that I embarrassed you by seeking the approval of others. I just tried to fit it, but being so different from the “normal” that is accepted by society, we will never fit in… But don’t lose heart, you were born to stand out my girl and you WILL.

I have been thinking allot about you and want to tell you that everything that happened and made you sad and made you feel unwanted was/is NOT your fault. God allows things to happen to us that makes us sad and hurts us, not because He doesn’t love us, but because it’s all part of the forming process. He is the potter and we are the clay. Remember that song from Sunday school? “You are the potter and I am the clay.” You sing it every Sunday…

I am sorry that I never stood up for you when I was supposed to, but believe me, I sure do now. No one will walk over you as an adult.

Here is a glimpse of what you can expect in your future.

You are married to a wonderful man, you are a mom of a two-year-old boy and expecting your second bundle, a precious little girl. You are a business owner, working from home, you love anything crafty and often dream of the “plays” you will perform in with your boy and girl once they are older. Your boy has allot of you in him concerning his personality, but he sure looks allot like his dad! 🙂 You won’t become the actress that you always dreamed of and you won’t be on the silver screen, but my oh my, my dear, your life is so much richer with love and family. Nothing can replace the love that you will have for your children and your husband.

You and your husband are complete opposites… Your personalities clash, allot… but when there are fireworks, my love the two of you light up the sky!! You love him allot and you pray for him allot too. He is the man that God chose for you and you are content.

So last, but not least, I am making up for all the wrong in the past, I am trying… But you have a bright future ahead of you. Keep calm, you are almost there.

Love

Your future-self

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